"Admission"
Written by Laura Speidell.


Late at night I think about you.
I can't deny how much I do.
You're there everywhere I look,
I see your face, hear your voice,
Remember the memories from the past...
I miss you so much but I can never cry.
I can never let the tears fall,
Can never falter and show emotion for you.

(pre-chorus)
You're the one I've wanted for so long now,
The one I wanted to give everything to,
The one I needed to sit with
And pour out my soul to,
The only one I needed to hold.

(chorus)
You would have been my shoulder to cry on.
You would have had my arms to fall into
On those days where nothing seems to go as planned.
You would have been the one I gave my heart to.
You would have had to do nothing but smile
To make everything wrong in the world go away.

Why can't we turn back time,
Go back to the place where everything was perfect?
It's all gone wrong now, no explaination on why.
Everything turned around and hit rock bottom.
I wanted to talk to someone about it,
Then I remembered the person I wanted to talk to was you.

(pre-chorus)
You're the one I wanted for so long now,
The one I wanted to give everything to,
The one I needed to sit with
And pour out my soul to,
The only one I needed to hold.

(chorus)
You would have been my shoulder to cry on.
You would have had my arms to fall into
On those days where nothing seems to go as planned.
You would have been the one I gave my heart to.
You would have had to do nothing but smile
To make everything wrong in the world go away.

I tred carefully around you,
Scared you're going to give up on me completely.
You haven't yet and I don't know why.
If you wanted to get rid of me all you'd have to do is say it,
But for some reason you stay silent.
I'm hanging on your words, not wanting to give up.
The past is what keeps me alive, remembering how it once was.
And hoping maybe you'll realize- -
I'm not giving in.

(pre-chorus)
You're the one I've wanted for so long now,
The one I want to give everything to,
The one I need to sit with
And pour out my soul to,
The only one I need to hold.

(chorus)
You can be my shoulder to cry on.
You can have my arms to fall into
On those days where nothing seems to go as planned.
You will be the one I give my heart to.
You don't have to do anything but smile
To make everything wrong in the world go away.

I won't give in,
Won't stop loving you,
Even if you stop loving me.

- 01.03.02 @4:49 AM EST.